Day8 (nap7)

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Day8 (nap7)

Saturday, September 19, 2009

11:05 PM

For some reason, I was anxious before this nap, and that feeling hasn't really alleviated even after I did nap. There's just no real sense of calming. I wish there was, but I have a feeling that it's because of the book series that I've been reading this weekend. Haha, oh wouldn't it be a hoot for those very few of you who are actually reading this if I wrote what I was really thinking. Alas, some risks simply cannot be taken. Just be glad that you get to read those previous 2 sentences. I seriously thought about deleting them and just leaving it all very vague. Consider the tantalizing mystery as my treat to those faithful readers. Who knows, maybe 1 of you will actually figure out a bit of the mystery. But, haha, honestly I doubt it. PSA time:  :)
Psychological State Analysis ( 1=low --> 5=high)

Feeling of "Tiredness"	2
Hunger	3
Clarity of thoughts	5
Willingness to exercise	3
Willingness to write	3
Memory recall ability	5
Awareness of surroundings	4
Feelings of anxiety	4
Calmness	1
Frequency of odd thoughts	2
Errors of mind/typing	1
Schedule Adherence	4
Productivity	2
Hydration Level	4

Maybe it's all slipping away… but I won't let it. I'm stronger, better even than some things. I just wish I could… find that whim I'm looking for.